| PUAHAHHAHAHA i have a new xanga =D
http://www.xanga.com/theshopah0lic
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| i knew things were too good to be true.. i knew i was going to get my
heart broken again.. why do i even try.. why do i love him so much.. he
always manages to hurt me somehow.. but i feel as if everything is my
fault.. that i wrecked our relationship.. i know so many people will be
telling me that he's nothing.. ur too good for him.. but thats not
true.. i feel like i've been the worst girlfriend ever.. i can't even
keep him happy.. i can't keep him with me.. so what's the point of
loving if i can't love him.. what's the point of living if i can't live
with him.. i've made him my life.. the one thing i can't live without..
i've destroyed friendships.. i've left people hanging.. i've stopped
talking to my friends.. i made it so he's the only thing that's
important in my life.. but i guess i was stupid to do that because look
where it takes me now.. heartbroken.. friendless and lonely.. i know
there are those few people that actually care for me and i thank you
all for that.. but i can't say that i'm happy anymore because it's not
true.. the one person in my life that made me truely happy doesn't want
me anymore.. i've tried so hard.. but i guess that was never good
enough for him.. i sit here and cry thinking about him.. thinking about
how much i love him and how i want to do things over.. but i know it's
too late for that.. he doesn't want to be with me anymore so i have to
respect that.. but it doesn't change the way i feel for him.. maybe
this is the end of us.. maybe not.. but i'm not going to try to put us
back together this time.. this time.. i'll let fate take its course..
this time i just might be able to let go... |
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| wow its been awhile...
so yeah lately havent done much.. all the seniors graduated on thursday
*tear* friday went to sjw carnival with wendy kim ruby oliver robert
and jelly... saturday went to swj carnival with ruby and oliver.. and
saw jax and chelle and other ppl.. and then went to the beach with
oliver and ruby.. we didnt get back till like 3am.. my dad got mad -_-
oh well..
i have work today -_- eh.. well okie i wanted to go buy a book iono whos gonna take me *shrugz*
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| dont you hate it when you do something and then everyone else wants to do the exact same thing?! yeah..
anyways........
JUNE DCM // SPORTS DAY on the 18th!!! BE THERE!!
also anh MIKE DAY on the 18th!! BE THERE TOO!! lol..
WE NEED TO HAVE OUR TAKE HAI VO TO DISNEYLAND DAY DURING THE SUMMER TOO!!! SO FAR ITS ME ANDY TIFFY AND MAI!!
andy and i need to go shopping and i need to go shopping with tiffy and
i need to go shopping with mai.. and anh mike still owes me a mall day
so much to do so little time..
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| today was productive.... we had a board meeting.. me henry and sanaz..
and BECKY was there =).. so yeah.. then mai came to pick me up and we
headed to santa monica.. but then she saw an in and out and she was
super hungry so we got food.. lol... we headed to santa monica and all
the people were done with the clean up so we just went to 3rd street..
van nuys and soces people were at hooters so we went there.. then me
and mai went to the mall and looked around.. lol.. then elaine ernie
and andrew came.. so we chilled in batha nd body works.. funny thing..
mai kept calling it bed bath and beyond.. =P so then we left and mai
and i went to get some boba =) and then came to my house so i could
make copies for her.. the end =)
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