| | i knew things were too good to be true.. i knew i was going to get my
heart broken again.. why do i even try.. why do i love him so much.. he
always manages to hurt me somehow.. but i feel as if everything is my
fault.. that i wrecked our relationship.. i know so many people will be
telling me that he's nothing.. ur too good for him.. but thats not
true.. i feel like i've been the worst girlfriend ever.. i can't even
keep him happy.. i can't keep him with me.. so what's the point of
loving if i can't love him.. what's the point of living if i can't live
with him.. i've made him my life.. the one thing i can't live without..
i've destroyed friendships.. i've left people hanging.. i've stopped
talking to my friends.. i made it so he's the only thing that's
important in my life.. but i guess i was stupid to do that because look
where it takes me now.. heartbroken.. friendless and lonely.. i know
there are those few people that actually care for me and i thank you
all for that.. but i can't say that i'm happy anymore because it's not
true.. the one person in my life that made me truely happy doesn't want
me anymore.. i've tried so hard.. but i guess that was never good
enough for him.. i sit here and cry thinking about him.. thinking about
how much i love him and how i want to do things over.. but i know it's
too late for that.. he doesn't want to be with me anymore so i have to
respect that.. but it doesn't change the way i feel for him.. maybe
this is the end of us.. maybe not.. but i'm not going to try to put us
back together this time.. this time.. i'll let fate take its course..
this time i just might be able to let go... |
| | Posted 6/28/2005 10:10 AM - 7 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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